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ATTENTION! I'M MOVING! [02 Jan 2009|04:37am]
*****NEW LIVEJOURNAL*****

http://www.livejournal.com/~sprookjeslaaf


I will no longer write here. end.
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Hello. [31 Dec 2008|05:09pm]
[ mood | puke ]




most of these entries are friends only but some i'll keep public.
if you don't mind my destructive behaviour then feel free to add me...

-Astro
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my secret by anonymous [30 Dec 2008|08:44pm]
tell a secret. it can be about anything. the things you have done, secret fantasies, secret wishes, what you think of me, what you think of yourself, anything. just enter as Anonymous.
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[23 Nov 2008|12:37am]
I'm an ugly whore.
piece of shit.
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Toy Attica zombie-nurses [02 Nov 2008|05:45pm]


http://www.myspace.com/toyattica



http://www.myspace.com/toyattica
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PLAYING ACCORDION - DAY 3 [08 Oct 2008|04:56pm]
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v344/itchyitchy/?action=view¤t=67c44925.pbr


the link to the video.....
day 3 of playing accordion (teaching myself)
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[16 Sep 2008|08:30pm]
"​Even more,​ I had never​ meant​ to love him. One thing​ I truly​ knew - knew it in the pit of my stoma​ch,​ in the cente​r of my bones​,​ knew it from the crown​ of my head to the soles​ of my feet,​ knew it deep in my empty​ chest​ - was how love gave someo​ne the power​ to break​ you.
I'd been broke​n beyon​d repai​r.​"
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Toy Attica [07 Sep 2008|07:46pm]
Cyanide



Band practice at the studio 8/29/08


for more videos:
http://www.myspace.com/toyattica
http://www.youtube.com/user/toyattica
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A few quest​ions for girls​ with alt. style​ [03 Sep 2008|08:33pm]
Obvio​usly,​ we all dress​ the way we do becau​se that'​s how we want to look,​ but there​ are a few thing​s that I've been curio​us about​ and wante​d to know what other​ girls​ thoug​ht or have exper​ience​d.​

-Is the atten​tion you get more negat​ive or posit​ive?​

-How do you deal with negat​ive atten​tion?​

-How do mains​tream​ beaut​y ideal​s affec​t you?

-Let me know your negat​ive/​posit​ive exper​ience​s (​compl​iment​s,​ haras​sment​,​ affec​ted self-​estee​m,​ etc.​)​ surro​undin​g your alter​nativ​e style​.​


Thank​s,​
-​Astro​


P.S.
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cosma shiva! [02 Sep 2008|12:42am]


picture survey )
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shadow person [01 Sep 2008|04:23am]
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GO AWAY [28 Aug 2008|04:10am]


i wish you would go away. )
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[25 Aug 2008|01:45pm]
Dear Diary,
In the past two days, I have watched:
Rocky Horror Picture Show, Serial Mom, Faces of Death, Female Trouble, Polyester, Pecker, and Wayne's World.
We got a bum to buy our drinks.
I have bruises on my legs from crawling in and out of my window, to smoke cigarettes.
Today is the first day of school.
Unfortunately, I still have not gotten my classes, because I am not first priority.

He told me, "I'm glad you called me."
I said, "Why...*baby voice* Because I'm Your Friend!"

I'm annoying.

I know I haven't posted any photos in here in a while.


Belly dance.

Photos )

FOR MORE TOY ATTICA SHOW PICTURES:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/monkey_bucket/sets/72157606821574002/
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ASTRODOLLY SHOPPE [10 Jun 2008|01:36pm]
i*m so dumb! I posted the wrong link for my little shop!


here it is again!


http://www.myspace.com/astrodollyfashion





I really should be using etsy for this....
i'm getting custom orders that i won't be able to do until next wednesday (that's when i go shopping for more material....)
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"red dress" [16 Mar 2008|03:24am]
new art thing "red dress" by me :]

Photobucket

2 more pix )
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my pink/blonde candycanes [03 Mar 2008|09:41pm]
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i think i have 26(?) double-ended dreads. . .
so that means i have
8 blonde
10 pink
8 pink/blonde candycanes
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[31 Jan 2008|01:53pm]
everything is just getting to me.
i just keep having to tell myself to be strong
but i don't know how much longer this can last.
i feel so helpless, there are things that i want so badly to do,
but for the better of me i am trying not to.
i don't want to cry, so i don't.
first sign of weakness.
i hold it all in, and i'm just about ready to break.
how much longer, how much longer..
things will get better, i just keep telling myself that.
in the meantime, things are not looking too good for me,
you probably don't see it, but that's because it's all inside.
i don't know what to do with myself at times like this.
like i said, helpless, hopeless.
how about i just crawl back into bed and forget about it?
i can't even feel comfortable in my own bed.
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new studio pix [30 Jan 2008|08:15pm]
cideshow built new rooms, so far only tony's band and like 2 other bands have rooms, the rest of the place is EMPTY. i guess we will be sharing our room with 3dc. . . i think. well most likely. annette just wants to talk to us first. we practiced there like 2 weeks ago and bb just sent me some pix

I*M NOT GONNA PUT THEM BEHIND A CUT BECAUSE I LIKE THEM SO MUCH.

Photobucket
there, a cut. )
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art share magazine [16 Jan 2008|04:22pm]
pg 12-13 two of my photographs

http://www.flickr.com/photos/21390227@N02/sets/72157603336010808/show/
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[15 Jan 2008|02:46am]

Which Alice in Wonderland character are YOU?
created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as Mad Hatter

You scored the Mad Hatter! You are a jovial person who enjoys parties and celebrating un-birthdays, but you are not a very good host as your guests are confused by your riddles and nonsense talk.


Mad Hatter


83%

Alice


83%

March Hare


75%

Caterpillar


67%

Oyster


58%

Walrus


50%

The Dormouse


42%

A Playing Card


42%

Cheshire Cat


42%

Carpenter


33%

The White Rabbit


33%

Tweedle Dee & Tweedle Dum


25%

Flamingo


25%

Queen of Hearts


17%


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